Don't cry to me!
If you loved me.
You would be here with me!
You want me?
Come find me!
Make up your mind!

Another update for all that love me **rolls eyes** well so far, its still been pretty boring..been at home doing nothing. Went to Relay for Life and found out some interesting things..things that hurt me really bad and things that surprised me, and I bet you want to know huh? Especially Mrs.Bri-ness that is probably reading it right after I post this lolz...well Bri, or who ever is reading this. && Ricky here is a heads up...you dissapoing me yet again, and how come this always seems to happen, since you feel that I am your "best-friend" wouldn't best friends tell each other things...I mean I may not be the most open one on EVERYTHING but I have my reasons for that...&& I think they are fairly acceptable reasons also. Katherine told me...what you wrote to me..wasn't the only one that got the same thing, babe I realize that you have feelings for all different kinds of people but truthfully I would feel better if you told me, and you know that I am not a jealous person, and if you thought that it would hurt me by telling me, well guess what? It hurt me worse by finding it out by her. I am not mad at you, at all, and you probably know this just very dissapointed in you... **Subject change** I want to go to that Dallas museum of Art on Thursday but I'm not so sure that I will be able to go anyways, I mean it is Daddy's birthday, and whatnot...**sigh** but still I miss seeing everyone. && NO ONE has been calling me LOL...I really didn't expect anything but I at least want someone to talk to. The other thing that I saw on a certain **cough cough** website **cough myspace cough** broke my heart yet again...I think that I just might cancel it instead...I mean what is there for me but more heartbreak...more that I can bear and more than I even want to see. Guys these days are truly disgusting...I will flat out kick the guy next who hits on me **gir** I swear...they are worse than Ryan Loyd. >.< Ewwwww anyway....I feel like getting a box of _____________ (fill in blank of MY favorite ice cream) ** who ever can tell me what it is... I will give you a prize** hehe X) no one will ever guess it...except someone LOLz and watch nothing but Tokko for the entire summer...

**Braces of on June 25** YAY ..... I am counting**



Couldn't take the blame,
Sick with shame,
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded!
You can't play the victim this time.
And you're too late!



So Don't cry to me!
If you loved me.
You would be here with me!
You want me?
Come find me!
Make up your mind!